Thing's I'll Never Say

It's way to late and you don't care
Somehow I smile and run a hand through my hair.
I wish things didn't turn out this way,
But you don't care...So what can I say?

You always pretend to listen, but you never really see.
Can't you read what's obviously
Written on my face as you come near
You must not care, or you'd be here..

Can't you hear it in my words,
Hidden clues but you've never heard
Can't you feel the goose bumps on my skin?
My heart was always yours to win.

Can't you see it on my face?
The wrinkles and worry lines carved into place.
The confusion, the hope, the despair?
No it's obvious...you'll never care..

But why can't I stop thinking of you,
And why can't I forget whets through?
It's over and done and you don't understand.
All I want....is to hold your hand.

I'll reread this until we meet again,
Think of your face and what I can't win
But somehow all my pain inside
Is gone when I see your smile.

Until I get home and then it shows,
On my face, you'll never know.
I lie to cover the pain of you,
And I can't believe you think that's the truth.

Please kiss me and make my hurt go away.
But you won't, so my pan will stay
Hurt by you, yet I still adore,
The guy who's got me at an internal war.

Casualty of love, that's me.
But I'd do it all again just to be
Feeling what i feel and dreaming what i dream,
But you'll never see what you mean to me.




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Just anohther personal experience..